It's all my fault!!!

This week was my unluckiest week! Many got angry to me and it's all my fault. Even my GF, Rebecca got angry to me. Why can't I make something right? I'm so stupid. Sometimes I also got angry to myself because I didn't do anything right. Sometimes I thought that "What will happen to the word if I'm not here?" We quarreled many times this week and it's all my fault! I always ask for forgiveness whatever happens. I will not give up until she forgives me. That's love! hahaha... If you really love her you'll do anything just to make them happy and I wish that even she always get angry to me, I can still make her happy and made her feel my everlasting love for her. naks! hahaha... My parents and my brothers also got angry to me because it is all my fault. Sometimes I also thought that "If I'll be dumb I hope I can't hurt they're feeling anymore." Maybe God was just testing my faith. I hope I passed! This is life! Nothing is certain!